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Cool PH OAP, Sandra Ezekwesili remembered her late father with emotional post

Cool FM Port Harcourt Breakfast Show Host, Sandra Ezekwesili  today shared emotional post as she remembered her father who died in 2016.

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Below is what she posted on social media:

“This time in 2016, I was watching helplessly as my father died. Two
years already. Unbelievable.

The amount of pain he was in. Smh. I prayed fervently for it to be over.
For god to take him. I wondered why a good person would suffer so.
I didn’t know how I did my Sunday show or drove home in one piece, or
kept it together while he tossed and turned.

I remember begging him, “ka m buga gi hospital..” he said no. That
moment of obedience haunts me. Could I have bought us time? I’ll never
know.
I remember watching an episode of greys anatomy where they said…

Grief may be a thing we all have in common, but it looks different on everyone.

It isn’t just death we have to grieve. It’s life. It’s loss. It’s change.
And when we wonder why it has to suck so much sometimes, has to hurt so
bad. The thing we gotta try to remember is that it can turn on a dime.

That’s how you stay alive. When it hurts so much you can’t breathe,
that’s how you survive.

By remembering that one day, somehow, impossibly, you won’t feel this way. It won’t hurt this much.

Grief comes in its own time for everyone, in its own way.

So the best we can do, the best anyone can do, is try for honesty.The really crappy thing, the very worst part of grief is that you can’t control it.

The best we can do is try to let ourselves feel it when it comes.

And let it go when we can.

The very worst part is that the minute you think you’re past it, it starts all over again.

And always, every time, it takes your breath away.

There are five stages of grief. They look different on all of us, but there are always five.

Denial.
Anger.
Bargaining.
Depression.
Acceptance.

By the end of that episode I felt oddly better. I stopped being so tough on myself. I wasn’t alone, and there’s no rush.

The hurting will stop when it stops.”

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